Posted on Monday, October 26, 2009 | | In spirit
I was informed that leaving a post for this blog was problematic. I've changed a few things and hopefully it should be easier now. So wow, let the good times roll--don't everyone come out of the woodwork at once ;) I tease. I would love to hear from you--love to hear what you think of the new layout, etc. Your comments are welcome here.
I am going through a bit of a confusing time and since I'm not really able to fully disclose the nature of it describing it comes out sounding like gobbledeegook. But I'll try anyway and then we can at least be confused together. See, I try really, really hard to make a conscious contact w/ my creator on a routine basis and allow that contact (or attempted contact) to inform the way I live--the choices I make. I thought I was/ we were being firmly led down a definitive path and now I'm gathering that may have been a mistake. Which is throwing a big fat wrench into my outlook. What I thought were signs may have truly just been coincidences. Isn't that a bummer? I didn't really think coincidences existed--but it turns out they do. Hmph. And I'm left wondering what the point of the exercise was. Like was all of that time and energy and hope really necessary? Cause it kinda seems like it wasn't. So I'm confused. And a little bit hurt. And a lot a bit tired.
I am going through a bit of a confusing time and since I'm not really able to fully disclose the nature of it describing it comes out sounding like gobbledeegook. But I'll try anyway and then we can at least be confused together. See, I try really, really hard to make a conscious contact w/ my creator on a routine basis and allow that contact (or attempted contact) to inform the way I live--the choices I make. I thought I was/ we were being firmly led down a definitive path and now I'm gathering that may have been a mistake. Which is throwing a big fat wrench into my outlook. What I thought were signs may have truly just been coincidences. Isn't that a bummer? I didn't really think coincidences existed--but it turns out they do. Hmph. And I'm left wondering what the point of the exercise was. Like was all of that time and energy and hope really necessary? Cause it kinda seems like it wasn't. So I'm confused. And a little bit hurt. And a lot a bit tired.


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