I'm a day late.  What's new.  Yesterday was the beginning of Lent.  I'm not feeling it this year.  At all.  But, I am committed to...well...something.  I guess the best I can describe it is to say I'm committed to keep on keeping on.  I've been writing a lot lately (privately) about my sense of wilderness.  And you know we/ I/ humans have this tendency to over specialize thoughts/ feelings.  When actually my thoughts and feelings aren't really so special or unique and when I open them up to the world I end up finding connections otherwise lost.  So...yeah.  I'm lost.  And while I'm still uncertain about my relationships w/ all things divine, tradition reminds me that Jesus too experienced abandonment.  So there's that.